These were the very words I've heard when Pastor Joel asked me to do ministering during the last session in the encounter..
Shocked with what I've heard, I said these..
Shocked with what I've heard, I said these..
"Kaya na nako tor?"
Then our pastor insisted.. And said that just let the Holy Spirit use me.
I believe that the Holy Spirit really exist. Yet, there's still "HuHs? and AAhhs?" or the the Whys and Hows regarding of my capability as a minister. But it didn't hinder me to do the things our pastor wants me to do.. So I just let him pray for me..
"You have given the authority ...(blah blah blah di ko na matandaan what cnbi no toro).." all I know that when I heard the word AUTHORITY, I realized that Jesus entrusted me a big responsibility during that very time, and all I know that tears were already falling from my eyes.. Tears of Joy knowing that our God/Jesus believed in me. I just said to myself, let God's will be done..
So here is it na, ministering time na.. I doubt that I could not do it. I doubt that I might be the reason why He would miss one of the Big Events in his life, and I doubt that I could be the very reason why He can't be filled with the spirit..
As the scripture said, "Faith without action is Dead.", I said to myself I need to do this..
And so I did.. I prayed, and laid my hand to one of the participants of the encounter.. Just amazed of what happened, that person upon touching his forehead, He was slain.
I believe that the Holy Spirit really exist. Yet, there's still "HuHs? and AAhhs?" or the the Whys and Hows regarding of my capability as a minister. But it didn't hinder me to do the things our pastor wants me to do.. So I just let him pray for me..
"You have given the authority ...(blah blah blah di ko na matandaan what cnbi no toro).." all I know that when I heard the word AUTHORITY, I realized that Jesus entrusted me a big responsibility during that very time, and all I know that tears were already falling from my eyes.. Tears of Joy knowing that our God/Jesus believed in me. I just said to myself, let God's will be done..
So here is it na, ministering time na.. I doubt that I could not do it. I doubt that I might be the reason why He would miss one of the Big Events in his life, and I doubt that I could be the very reason why He can't be filled with the spirit..
As the scripture said, "Faith without action is Dead.", I said to myself I need to do this..
And so I did.. I prayed, and laid my hand to one of the participants of the encounter.. Just amazed of what happened, that person upon touching his forehead, He was slain.
Then God said, "Just believe".. and so I did.. I tried it FOUR TIMES, and all of them had the same manifestations..
Now I proved to myself, that the spirit is in me.. And will always be with me..
So happy and blessed that even though I am on the 144 level in our church, I manage to do things the Primary 12 are supposedly doing. I am so happy and blessed that 3 of my classmates encountered and loved God. I am so happy and blessed that I already had my 2 disciples.
And so happy and blessed that our pastor trusted me of such responsibility. So happy and blessed that the holy spirit did not fail me, that the spirit lives within me..
And so happy that indeed, the Holy Spirit, loves me ^^
And so happy that indeed, the Holy Spirit, loves me ^^
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