am I Who i uSed tO be Me?

For those who knew my character, for those who knew my capacity, for those who knew me from the past, a lot of them may say I'VE CHANGED..

I really don't know what's happening..
But i would just like to emphasize on my daily routines and its effect on me..

Before, i used to sleep early.. Now, i'm very awake until midnight!
I used to do some exercises for myself to keep being fit, now i'm getting into somewhat i dont like..(getting chubby.. Jeje)
I used to do some tasks here at home, but n0w i really do nothing..
I used to have high grades without stdying, but at the moment, no matter how hard i try to study, i always fail..
I used to spend my money for emergency purposes only, now i used to spend it to things thats really really not important..
I used not to drink, but now i'm a heavy drinker..
I used to be a good son, but now i'm better (j0ke lng para maiba jeje)..

And now, i'm still thnking what's the cause of all of these things.. Why with just an instant, i had changed..

Effects? Bad! Really bad.. Just imagine what kind of person i am today.. Its worse from the Adrian of the past..

I am still Adrian, there are still some character that remains the same, but i'm afraid that sooner or later it will also change..

Now, am i still who i used to be? Can i still change things? Can i be the Adi before? Or i shud remain being the Adi today?

Well, its only me who can say so..

^_^